Al-7urrah

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bad night!

Posted by al7urrah on 16th November 2008

sometimes i just feel like I cant handle this any more
like am not as Strong as I pretend to be
this is taking too much of me I cant even remember the last time I was really saticfied

its like am locking all my feelings in a box & so afraid that one day som1 gonna know them
and start asking Q’s .. how.. why.. when… !!

i try, try & try to feel good about everything
but everytime i put a smile on this face.. something breaks it..
something hit me so hard … right in my face
just to show me that whatever i do
things r never gonna be my way… !

I wish if i could.. for once.. ignore everything

stop the nerdism in me….
tell the good gurl who i am,, that she deserves better
and she should ask for more !!

tonight,,
i hate my heart
i hate fate
i hate uob

and most of all i hate the way am crying for no Good reason!

 


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a hard week :)

Posted by al7urrah on 5th November 2008


Good Morning,,

another typical day @ uob,,

though am getting closer to things i have given up

but,, still it feels unnatural

this week has been the most difficult week @ uob

i had one midterm (FIN220) which i have absolutely no idea about the result, but i know that i sucked… big time

its about the basics in Finance –which is by the way my major- and still its the only subject that’s causing me nightmares this semester !

I got the first zero in a quiz of it

yaaaa am serious i got a 0

and beside that i have to go through BIS202 today.. at 11 am

and ISLM101 tomorrow + a laaaab + a fin Quiz

isn’t that wonderfull?

Gosh i love college life !!

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Emotionally,,,

i dont know.. i guess that midtermz suck feelings out of me !

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Socially ,,,

I adore ELC

i love the small, pure , unbiased community

I enjoy going there just to meet ma freind Hebba who is one of the nicest ppl i have ever met and am so proud to call her ma freind

I love just being around in each of their events just 4 Support

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I still love my collage, love the bznz guls

and to be honest i hate ITBIS gurlz – not all of them -

but i hate them :S

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mmmmmmmmmmm

today i have a phrase that i couldnt get out of my head

عيــناكـ طفلان صغيـران

it feels soo warm :$

Good night ppl

&

Good Luck 2 Me

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